Tomorrow is the first day of my final semester of college (although I actually don't have class on Monday, Wednesday, or Friday). It's been a long four years. With lots of good times, and plenty of bad. I've learned who my true friends are and strengthened my relationships with the ones that mean the most.

I very much look forward to being done with school, but at the same time dread being thrown blindly into the real world.  But it's inevitable regardless.

So we will see what this week and semester have to bring!  Have a great day!
 
Thank you.  SO much.

All it took to make me feel infinitely better was one simple, unexpected text message.  It really means so much to me. <3

And that I have so many supportive friends who can be happy for me too! <3

It's all new and unknown to me.  But it's so AWESOME. :)
 
So I'm blogging about happy things because I pretty much had a horrible day.

Ok, so these are good Christmas (yes, I know it's a little late for this) or birthday ideas.  I was stupid and bought the wrong size shirt when I saw Muse back in March...so here's the other shirt I want to replace it lol.
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I also really like this necklace.  I just wish I knew about how large the pendant was and how long the chain is...but I like it just the same.
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They both can be purchased at Muse's US Shop (under 2010 Merch) found at this link: http://muse.shop.bravadousa.com/Dept.aspx?cp=9321_34264

Ugh.  So it's exam week, and I only have one more exam left, on Friday, so I have tomorrow off.  And then I get to have an epically amazing time next week in St. Augustine and everywhere in between with an equally epically amazing person.

I can't wait! Have a great day.
 
More song lyrics!  This time from a beautiful song that quite accurately describes my mood. :)

"See my feet on the ground
But it feels like the world's gravity drowned
When I'm with you I'm high

Instead of hiding my face
My mind's in your eyes
Can your love embrace
Me as I am

In the silence you stare at the world
Your eyes are screaming to be heard
I want to learn you inside out

Time isn't on our side
All we have now
For the rest of our lives
Let's stay up all night

In the silence you stare at the world
Your eyes are screaming to be heard
I want to learn you inside out

All that changes is time
Can't keep you inside of me
You're out of my mind
I wear you on my sleeve

In the silence you stare at the world
Your eyes are screaming to be heard
I want to learn you inside out

I see all that you want to be
Look into your soul
Looking right back at me
I want to learn you inside out"

- Lifehouse "Learn You Inside Out"

Have a great day.
 
It's always hard to say goodbye.  Especially to your best friend.  Forever.

Today I lost my best friend of 11 years.  Sadie May, you will be dearly missed, and I love you so very, very much.  You were the best dog for our family, and a major part of it.
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While we may have had our disagreements, like when you had your doggie PMS moments, but you were always my companion, best model, and protector.  Even if you and I were kind of on the outs after you snapped at me a few weeks ago, I still loved you, and always will.

You may have been afraid of thunder and lightning, the wood floors, and Daddy's "angry" voice, but you certainly were brave.  You were strong through 4+ years of breast cancer.  You battled it down till the final day, not letting it get you down until a few weeks ago.

I'm going to miss my "pretty puppy", "fluffy stuff the puff", "Sagey", and every other stupid, cutesy name we called you, that you still answered to.

You were always ready for "SUPPER!!!" and snackies and treats.  We spoiled you so much in the later years, even allowing you to become nearly an inside dog.

No matter how long I had been preparing myself for this day (since they day I learned she had cancer), its no easier to bear.  I miss you Sadie, and I love you.

Have a great day.
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RIP Sadie (5/99-11/10)
 
Not really a blog post...but I wanted to post these song lyrics and I already have song lyrics in my status on Facebook, so here I am. XD

"Well, I know it's kind of late
I hope I didn't wake you
But what I got to say can't wait
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song
Yeah, I know it's kind of strange
But ev'ry time I'm near you
I just run out of things to say
I know you'd understand
Ev'ry time I tried to tell you
The words just came out wrong
So I'll have to say I love you in a song."

- Jim Croce "I'll Have to Say I Love You in a Song"

I miss you particularly tonight, and pray you miss me too.  Have a great day.
 
First off, things are MUCH better then when I last posted.  I'm still stressed a bit, but its better.

Otherwise, I feel awful for not updating anything on here sports-weather-wise this week.  It's just been nuts.  It'll all either be updated tonight, or it'll be ready to go for next week.  Again, my apologies, lol.

Have a great day.
 
The title says it all.  I feel like there is nothing good in my life, or anything to look forward to right now.  I'm depressed and every time I get my hopes up about something it comes crashing down.  I hate not having anyone to talk to.  I want to talk, but I can't.  I hate this and I hate everything.  I'm just sick of it all.

Now I'll go study for my test tomorrow and listen to depressing music.  

Have a great day.
 
After the rant in my previous entry, I went to the Career Fair, where one of the potential employers seemed to take great interest in me, gave me his card, and told me to call him next week.

Well, it's next week.

So, I got up this morning (after having trouble sleeping due to nerves) and gave the guy a call.  I expected a phone interview, instead I got off the phone one minute and seventeen seconds later, knowing nothing more than I had known prior to calling.  Luckily, I got him immediately and didn't have to deal with a secretary...but basically he asked me to send an electronic version of my resume to him so that they would have it on file for when he met with the vice president tomorrow.  So I don't know what that means...but I'm still hopeful.  I desperately want this job, just so I can allay my worries about grad school and my future in general, and kind of have an idea of what I'm doing in 8 months.

Oh well.  I get to be with my favoritist person in the world in less than 48 hours! And go to the Gator game on Saturday night...which the offense better get their butts in gear by then...but I have faith all the same.  Go Gators!

Have a great day (night).
 
So as I fill out the midterm course evaluation for a certain meteorology class I have at 8am, it was very difficult to not write "stop grading like a Nazi" when prompted: 'What improvements would you make to this class?'

I swear to God this man has no self-control when it comes to that damn red pen of his.  Not only does he "grade" he writes comments -- on your performance, and how disappointed he is in you.

I have been working my ass off for 3 years, to get ridiculed by my professor, boss and supposed favorite teacher?  WTF.  Take a chill pill, and think about what you're doing to kids who are about to graduate...if you even let them graduate at all!!!

Have a great day.  (Hopefully better than mine.)